all i need is faith, to see a miracle in me. we fall at times, dust off to pick ourselves up again, and continue moving on from there. but wait, some falls are really hard to take and it may seem difficult to pick up the pieces from there. it may seemed impossible and as time goes on, your fear became a reality. sooner or later, you would realise it had turned into a vicious cycle. you would feel your life has already ended after losing something you were so keen and familiar with. you became mentally deranged and lethargic. everything you do is half-hearted and deceptive. you are busy doing many things, well actually still pretty much void in the inside. nothing was going right.